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i was born unwanted-and the blues was my twin brother although this may begin with someseeming tragedy every day that passes by reminds me that my life has been guided by and overseen by my higher power whom i after 64 years of wondering both toward and away from i have reconciled within my self to be Jesus Christ!

he is not everyones higher power but that no longr bothers me as long as you believe there is a power that can restore us all to sanity! something I believe everyone can see has slipped away from this world, we all suffer from lack of hope

and with no hope we turn to any momentary distractionto cover our collective fear. i changed today my idea of what i was going to emphisis  on this site as well as the book i a writing to shine the light on thefact that there is still godness in this world if looked foras of now we are as hungry dogs fighting overscraps of putrid meatdog- eat dog is so buried in human awareness and phycethat from my view we are as close to complete chaos as possible driven by those who wouls capitalize on the very chaos that is being created as i type i have come to understand that race - nationality -matereial possessions amount to nothing as you cannot take one dime with you your nationality only either wheither  you have tried to help or try to hurt political parties ? never seen a dead democrate or rebublician only dead peopleso i am rededicating this site to the positive thought that a sinner like me can be released from the hell of his guilt and shame and leard to exercise  faith learn to be still and if not happy

at the very least content .others ..in hell like my self are still there i can only figurethat i was released to tell the storyand hat i swas ginen another chance to shine my britest light

for the benifit of those without hopecaught up in the madness of drugs and self destructionlet everyoen know that wil listen that a simple beliefe that something higher than us can and will and does on a moment by moment second by second some where in this worldthere is a creator praying for us to come back.. waiting with hands and arms spread wideto wlcome us back to see again the beauty of this dismensionis as we in fright and madness rush to carve it up into pieces that are owned byour personal selveles

and so - out of nowher on my back porch todayi decided to ghange this story- into a story of hopeand overcoming a bad start which most people start with and telling whow many miricles dad to have happened for me just to survivelet alon prosperto any degree and after having a comlete mental breakdown and recovering with a mind thsat still functions 'fairly well'i count theknock downs becauseit aint been a fary tail but i alsocount the standups ahter the knock down i want thi to be a wow look what grampa went through - if he can so can i thats the message of how right wins over mightand passon some of the simple yet deeply profound laws of what he called horse sense he never once wrong

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all I want from this site is to sell a few CDs of course - but mostly to bring forth members of my family that I know - nothing of, so far I have been very successful on my  fathers side but as the record shows I had brothers and sisters on my mothers side it is also it is my fervent invitation  to them to get to know me! my grandest vision is to have some one send me a picture of my mother as for some reason she refused I don't want to die without knowing what she looked like I have no other plans or schemes i don't want anything other  than  a picture of alfred holbrook norris or anna celia decost- holbrook- rockwell and any brothers /sisters they can be sent anomously to r 11102 tesson ferry rd st ouis mo 63123 contact only if youwish 'believe me i understand'! but here is a chance to know your brother whose had a chance to walk both sides of th street against all odds and survive/prosper to a small degree and claim his right to survive  i would love to share my story with you it has many many different depths to it and so it needs to be shared im also looking for some on intrested inhelping to publishing such a book ' robertson.mo shackpappys and a journey in the blues'

or email me at rondoiz@ live.com or 'rondo on 'face book' i am looking forward to meetin all of you in this life time, to those i have met my heart has cried many time from the emotion of being welcomed home' brother may god bless us all in these dark days!

INTHE SAME MANNER YOU COULD NOT JUDGE ANNA FOR THE COURAGE SHE SHOWED YOU CERTAINLY HAVE TO LOVE THIS COUPLE FOR THEIR COURAGETO TAKE ON ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED.TO THEM I WAS THEIRS. I STUPIDLY DID NOT COME TO UNDERSTAND THAT UNTIL THEY HAD PASSED AWAY. MISTAKES TOO LATE TO MAKE UP FOR. SOME TIMES A MAN LIVES TOO LONG BEFORE UNDERSTANDING COMES LEAVING HIM TOO SHORT ON REMAING TIME TO ADJUST TO .OR MAKE UP FOR MISSED OPPURTUNITY TO THESE TWO PEOPLEBEING BLACK WAS ABOUT HONOR & DIGNITY ITSELF WITH- UN FLASSHED PRIDE THIS WORK IS DEDICATED TO THIER EXQUISITE  HONOR